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hi everyone, i recently lost my boyfriend of 5 years to a massive heart attack, i have never in my life felt such pain and loss in my entire life.....i have lost my parents, grandparents, friends all at a early age (Tim was 46) but the loss of a spouse/partner is a totally different kind of love. i am having terrible thoughts right now, self medicating, and just the feeling of total worthlessness of life is excruciating...in one minute your whole world changes.....your life will NEVER be the same, the person you built your life around is gone and how do you pick up the pieces? how? just thinking i wasn't there when he lay there dying is more than i can stand....strangers surrounding his body, cutting off his clothes trying to get a heartbeat......i need someone to please tell me how their experiences with this pain will eventually go away, because right now, i see no end in sight....(this only happened three days ago). thanks lisa king said:/body>
hi barry...mark's link
http://mark-lapira.gonetoosoon.org/
thanks annalise
Lisa,
We’ve all been going through a major loss and everyone handles it differently. I lost my Life-Partner, Robert, of twenty-two years on May 08, 2007. It’s been a little over two and a half years and we would have been together 24 years this July 11th. I miss Him like it was yesterday. I hurt and cry for Him every single day. Read, so you will know that we all feel the same hurt no matter who we are. Post your comments.
Lisa from Texas,
Your candor is just what needs to be said and what needs to be heard. Please re-post the link to Bruno’s memorial website. Thank you.
Annalise,
Thank you for the Robert’s Guest Book entry. It is exactly how I feel. The hurt I feel for Robert doesn’t subside or lessen. Please re-post the link to Mark’s memorial website. Thank you again.
Pauline and others,
Thank you for sharing.
Barry
hi everyone, i recently lost my boyfriend of 5 years to a massive heart attack, i have never in my life felt such pain and loss in my entire life.....i have lost my parents, grandparents, friends all at a early age (Tim was 46) but the loss of a spouse/partner is a totally different kind of love. i am having terrible thoughts right now, self medicating, and just the feeling of total worthlessness of life is excruciating...in one minute your whole world changes.....your life will NEVER be the same, the person you built your life around is gone and how do you pick up the pieces? how? just thinking i wasn't there when he lay there dying is more than i can stand....strangers surrounding his body, cutting off his clothes trying to get a heartbeat......i need someone to please tell me how their experiences with this pain will eventually go away, because right now, i see no end in sight....(this only happened three days ago). thanks lisa king said:lisa king said:Steve Cain said:Hi all,
I had to work today and I don't know why, but out of the blue this afternoon, I just got overwhelmed. After serving first lunch trays, I had to go back in my office and just cry. Later on, we had one of the churches come in and I asked for prayer, I told them what had happened, they all surrounded me and prayed for me and the tears just poured. I get choked up just writing about it. The thing is, I think it's the first time any of the residents amy have seen me cry. They all know how down I've been since Kris passed away, but this is the first time I've ever been so out front with them. I'm not sure if I should let it go or say something on Tuesday when I go back or let it go. I don't like the fact that I feel like I lost control of myself in front of them.
Barry,
So sorry I have not gotton this on here sooner, I have been going around in circles as you might well know how it feels to feel like you are just going around and around. But please go and visit Bruno's memorial website.
http://www.bruno-koob.last-memories.com/
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