Carl as well lung cancer stage 3. He had 16 rounds of chemo and 12 of radiation and that along just about killed him, he was so sick. He had no surgerys for the tumor was right behind his heart and inoperatable. He had bad nerve damage in his arm and he tooCc could never get comfortable. We usesd cushions and padding and pillows but nothing worked. carl ate very little and drank less and he went from 240 pounds to 70 when he passed Like you i wanted my hussband back but we both knew that that would never be. im sorry i dont know what dh stands for. anyway carl only watched tv too and i never knew what he was thinking or feeling either, i just sat with him and loved him and i would put a pillow on the floor beside him and put my head on his little shoulder, it just about killed me that i couldnt set on his lap anymore he was so frail. Your hussband understood that you were suffering right along with him he sure did, and i know that it was hard on you just as it was for me. I cant tell you how many times carl would appologize to me for being sick, how sweet was that. Do you know you probably have a page in this site of your own? look and see and ill talk to you later
Sharon I to have lost my spouse plus my daughter 9 months later. I know what you mean when you say that you don't know what you are doing half of the time. I feel the same way. I walk into a room and forget what I went in there for, continually this happens. Sometimes I go for a walk or get on the treadmill, sometimes that will help a little. I never knew such pain. My Sister lost two Sons, little did I know her pain. God Bless her she has passed on and I Pray she is with them now and all of that pain is gone. I don't know how she did it.