hey my name is alyssa, i just lost my dad about 3 weeks ago and it's so hard i'm only 19 and having a very hard time with the lost...i just can't find a way to get over it..i sleep with the dog he died with i still smell his clothes and i feel like he is still here with me....i dream about him every night i just don't know what to do there are times when i tell my mom i wish it was me that died instead of him. i just feel that cnacer just got the best of him.
My, my, my, I found someone who feels the same. I sometimes think I am just never going to get over it. My dad passed away December 4, 2008. I was always a daddy's girl, only child and I can't get him out of my mind. I think of him every day in some way. He was the only man until my 3rd husband Leo, that was always there for me. After he died one night I even felt him put his hand on my shoulder, when I woke and looked up he faded away. I don't want to keep remembering him to others, they think, get over it, it was December, but I guess the love is so strong that I can't or maybe I don't want to. Anyway, I understand, Sherry