Hello my friends
Well my day started off pretty good I am sorry if I sound in high spirits its because today I am even if only after losing my darling nearly 5 months ago..and why am I feeling great..I had a dream..yes a dream. I dreamt about my darling he had just had a tattoo done and he was looking at me and giving me that loving puppy eyed smile that got me everytime..and asking for a jug of tequila and grenadine to kill the pain of the tattoo - but he was smiling at me and laughing and it was so clear - but then I awoke .. but that dream was MY dream ..
I told my daughter abot it and she said hes telling me its okay for me to get that tattoo I have had th urge to do..so I will ..
I am sorry to be feeling good but it does feel good and I m enjoying it while I can..
Thoughts and hugs to everyone
started replying and lost my post...
i know perfectly well what u mean re even contemplating living the rest of one's life without the only person who made it matter.
today marks four months since mark's demise and i am a total mess.
i just wish we had died together as this is not a life any more.
nothing makes sense...i have forgotten what it means to smile.
sick and tired of hearing that it gets better...it does not...how can it..only he can make it better and he is not here any more....
glad to hear about the dreams....like christine it does not seem to be happening to me....... but i am glad that u got so much joy and comfort ..