I lost my fiance' on July 3, 2010. I am so lost. I have no feeling. My wedding suppose to be on July 31, 2010. My life will never be the same. I just dont know what to say. Everybody asking me what I want to do on that day. I really dont know what to do. I need help with this. I really dont want to face this day but i know I can't run from this. I'm just lost without him and dont know what to do.