My Daddy died suddenly 3 wks ago, his loss has been an unbelievable emotional toll. Our mother died at just 26 yrs old, much to young for such a vibrant loving woman. We were very small children when she passed on and my Daddy was the only parent we knew. He was an awesome man and raised us as best he could, he would do anything for you - he was such a helping man. I know now they are once again together - this is what he longed for, our Mommy for 34 yrs long years. I love him dearly and miss him so bad!
Days after he passed I kept having dreams of him, in them he is alive - happy and laughing as he always had. The dreams made me cry when woke as I realized he is not here anymore. Then two nights ago I drempt being in the ICU room - it was all the same and he had already gone. I was holding his hand and crying for him when he opened his eyes wide turned and looked straight at me then gasped for air this is when I awoke so scared!
Why am I having these dreams - what are they trying to tell me?