It was hard losing the one that I loved to Suicide, just knowing that he was that depressed...He meant a lot to me and I know now that he's in a better place then me but yet I just want to know that reason behind him doing what he did...that is the question, but I know that I will never know.
My older sister committed suicide. She struggled for years with medical problems, chronic pain and depression. I try to focus on the courage and determination that kept her going as long as she could. I also suffer from depression and have periodically struggled with thoughts of suicide. I use the admiration for my sisters struggles as inspiration to keep going.
my boyfriend committed sucidie 4 weeks ago, and i dont know whats going on, the pain wont stop. it wont just ease up just a little bit. im lost, ive cycled off all my meds and now im in a state where i dont know a soul. im lost and not a dollar to my name, i dont know what to do, its not suppose to be like this. this isnt how its suppose to happen