I decided to take some of my wifes medicen to help me do better. i took one of her prozakes and an anxiety pills. Now I'm dizzy, but not feeling so depressed.
it's dangeruos for me to take pills that alter my thoughts, but i had to do something.
Everyday, everything, every place, but Saturdays,(if it is possible to be even more intense than any other day,) are the worst. He left Saturday, Sept.5,2009. My love, My life, My buddy, My everything for close to 40 years. I have learned over these months that my tear ducts work very well.
There is an ocean called Phill, now, filled with my tears and love.
Many rivers flow from it, filled with the tears of all those who also knew and loved him.
The only thing I am thinking of, as I type this is a song I heard not long after he left. SAVE A PLACE FOR ME. Hugs to all of us.