THIS STILL FEELS NEW TO ME.....LINDA WOODBRIDGE

HELLO EVERYONE,
I HAVE NOT BEEN HERE IN A BIT. THIS STILL FEELS THE SAME TO ME. IT IS ONLY A YEAR SINCE MY BOB PASSED AWAY. ON NOV. 21/08.I TRY TO ONLY THINK OF THE GOOD THINGS, BUT I SLIP BACK TO WHAT I DO NOT HAVE. HARD NOT TO.

I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL OF YOU AS WELL. THIS IS A GOOD PLACE TO COME. THE FOLKS HERE ALL KNOW HOW EACH OF US FEELS. I HOPE AND PRAY WE CAN ALL OVER COME THIS IN TIME. MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL TONIGHT. I DO NOT HAVE ANSWERS FOR YOU RIGHT NOW.

THANKS FOR LETTING ME HERE. GOOD NIGHT FOR NOW.
IN FRIENDSHIP, LINDA WOODBRIDGE

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Permalink Reply by linda woodbridge on January 31, 2011 at 12:00am

DEAR PETE,

NICE OF YOU TO SHARE WITH ME.SORRY ABOUT YOUR WIFE.I KNOW HOW IT CAN GET PETE, VERY LONELEY AT TIMES. MY HUSBAND FOUGHT FOR FIVE YEARS WITH TERMINAL COLIN CANCER.HE HAD MASSIVE SURGERY, POOR SWEETIE.I TOOK VERY GOOD CAR OF HIM. THE LASY YEAR WAS VERY HARD.

I DID NOT GET TO BE WITH MY BOB WHEN HE PASSED AWAY.I AM SO UPSET ABOUT THIS STILL.BUT HE CHOOSE TO DO IT THAT WAY.HE WAS ALWAYS PROTECTING ME FROM MORE GRIEF PETE. HE TO WAS A WONDERFULL MAN.WE HAD 23 YEARS AND I WILL BE 62 ON FEB 27/2011. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU PETE.YOU ARE YOUNG ENOUGH TO STILL TRY MEET SOMEONE.I KNOW IT IS OUT OF THE QUESTION RIGHT .THATS HOW I FEEL TO, I CAN,T EVEN THINK OF ANYONE ELSE IN MY LIFE.

DO YOU WORK PETE? HAVE HOBBIES, GO FISHING AND CAMPING? JUST WONDERING. WE CAMPED AND FISHED ALL THE TIME. LOVED TO OUT FISH MY BOB. WE LAUGHED ABOUT THAT. I FIND THE NIGHTS ARE HARD FOR ME. I HAVE NO FAMILY TO HELP ME. ALL ALONE AND NOT LIKING THIS. I DO NOT GO OUT MUCH. A FEW HEALTH PROBLEMS TO. DOES NOT HELP ME AT ALL.

I WILL SAY BYE FOR NOW PETE, WRITE WHEN YOU LIKE. I AM HERE.

AGAIN....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. LINDA

Pete Bronson said:

Hello Linda,

I am sorry to hear after a couple of years you are still suffering through the grief, I hoped in time this curse that has fallen upon us would weaken. I lost my wife, partner, best friend, cheerleader, soul-mate, etc. 2 days after Thanksgiving 2010 after a brief battle with lung and abdominal cancers. She was able to beat or live with several other health issues but at 55 the cancer was too much. My first birthday since her passing is tomorrow, hers was earlier this month and was a difficult day for me. I have not had a birthday without her since my 17th, I will be 49, and I am already dreading the day.

I hope someday we both find some peace, comfort, joy, and some happiness.

Prayers and Best Wishes,

Pete

Permalink Reply by linda woodbridge on January 31, 2011 at 12:00am

DEAR PETE,

I WILL SAY BYE FOR NOW PETE, WRITE WHEN YOU LIKE. I AM HERE.

AGAIN....HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. LINDA

Pete Bronson said:

Hello Linda,

I am sorry to hear after a couple of years you are still suffering through the grief, I hoped in time this curse that has fallen upon us would weaken. I lost my wife, partner, best friend, cheerleader, soul-mate, etc. 2 days after Thanksgiving 2010 after a brief battle with lung and abdominal cancers. She was able to beat or live with several other health issues but at 55 the cancer was too much. My first birthday since her passing is tomorrow, hers was earlier this month and was a difficult day for me. I have not had a birthday without her since my 17th, I will be 49, and I am already dreading the day.

I hope someday we both find some peace, comfort, joy, and some happiness.

Prayers and Best Wishes,

Pete

Permalink Reply by Connie on January 31, 2011 at 9:08pm

Linda, I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my husband on 11/9/09. He was truly my best friend. I miss him more and more every day. It is so difficult to be strong and focus only on the good things and the good memories because when you come back at night, you are still alone and it hurts. There is nothing we can do about it but that doesn't make it any easier to accept. I wait for the day that I will be reunited with him again.

I am very fortunate to have good children who really care and try their very best to make sure that I am okay all of the time. If they call and don't reach me, they begin to panic. I love them very much but I still miss my husband so much. The kids all have their own lives to live and I don't want them worrying about me.

You are absolutely right that this website is a very good place. I have met some really great friends on this site. Everyone here is living the same horror that you are and therefore, they understand what you are dealing with. I hope I will hear from you again soon.