Hi to all, and welcome Cathy. I am sorry for your loss and everyone elses loss. This is the place to share, good and the bad. We all care and understand. Its been 15 months since LouAnn died suddenly after 44 years of marriage. The pain and grief will always remain and all of the other things we are and will be experiencing. This is the place to share and find the sharing with you. Hugs to all. Hugs are good.