I lost two (2) siblings one in 1992 a homicide, a brother 32 years old. Also one in 2001, a sister 38 years old an automobile accident,she left three beautiful children and one new 2 month old grandchild. I go through stages of grief, I never sought professional counseling although I should have. The feelings of hurt abandonment and the why me's and, why me again are always present. I suggest to anyone that is at a sudden loss of a loved one seek counseling as soon as humanly posssible.