My name is Linda, I lost my husband two years ago in Aug.2008.
It has been the worst two years of my life.
My husband and I were married for 35 years, there was a big age differance between us, of 17 years, That never was a problem for us. Our marriage was wonderful.
We worked together, lived together, we did everything together.
Now I have tryed to move on with my life, By staying involved with my church, and my grandchildren, I have five, There the love of my life.
I have two children a son 39 who is a baptist pastor, and my daughter who was a realator, But now she is very sick,and that takes up some of my time, and there all good to me, But where I am having my trouble is when everyone is gone, and I have to be alone, sometimes I like the being alone, but I am just so lonely, and I miss him so much, I just don't know how to handle all of this.
I cry a lot, and I am so sad from missing him so much.
Is there any one out there, That feels the same as I do, and if so how do you life with it.