I understand your pain, Susan. I lost my brother in 2008 and sometimes it hurts as if it just happened yesterday. My mom and dad passed after him within 5 years. I, too, miss them so much. My brother was a gentle soul but could be very tough when he had to be. He was my favorite brother. It takes time to adjust to their leaving us, but you will never forget. Grief goes and comes like waves in the ocean. Take care of yourself.
I would just rejoice they are together in heaven looking down on you and watching you. This is how I see my sister Lisa and Dad who both have passed away.
My lil bro left 9/22/10, He was in the hospital suffering from PHT. He would've turned 55 in less than 3 months. He realized it was a death sentence but his voice and attitude was very optimistic. I don't drive and live in a different state since I moved to be closer to my daughter Candace . Sadly she passed 4/09/10. The friend I moved with to be closer to Candace had a heart attack and passed. Too much misery and sadness! I HAVE to try and be happier. I need to smile because my mouth tends to stay in a frown position and it's ugly. None of them want to look at me like this. Their Spirit's are right next to me except in a different dimension. I heard Candace crying because she wanted to stay and raise her three little girls. Their first two girls are 11 months apart in age. Their ages are, s 8, 7 and almost 3.