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I am new at this site.i am searching the internet for some kind of relief..it's been almost 8mos. since i had lost my eldest son on march 24,2009..an accident happened while we were celebrating his 3rd bday on march 22..the pain is still here..and will always be here..i miss him so much..my wonderful baby..nobody understands me..i know people who could understand me are those who had experienced the same pain i had..i wish to have friends thru this site.
This was my first Holiday knowing that my son was no longer on this earth. When my phone woke me up indiating I had a text message, I laid in bed and cried. It would not be from him. There would be no phone call, no e-mail. no I love you mom. I held my sons ashes close to my heart, felt so empty and just cried. Thank God for friends who convined me to go to their home for dinner. With the help of my friends daughter and her children, I was able to get through the day. Playing with her 5 year old son and 1 year old daughter was bittersweet. I know Ric was there in spirit, as he was and always will be in my heart. I love you,Mom