I have tried to be strong through the loss of my husband and dad both within 3 months. I was doing good, I thought, but last week I truely felt that I needed to be admitted to a hospital, I couldn't handle the grief any longer and it's only been 3 months, I can't imagine how it will be 2 years from now.
What was the final straw was when my husband's sister came to me and said she was moving his body. I could not believe that 3 months after he died she was doing this. The insensitivity and calousness that she exhibits is beyond my understanding. When Darrell died his sister gave him a plot and now she wants it back.
After 2 days of no sleeping or eating I went to my doctor. He said he thought I was bring aweful strong through all this and he put me on some medication. I just feel like I have failed by not being strong enough.