Yesturday I recieved a letter in the mail with no signature or return address. In this letter it accused me of killing Malcolm by being so concerned cause I wanted him home for my birthday. Telling me I was nothing to him and calling me all kinds of names. I know who sent then letter (ex-girlfriend) for she is a horrible person yet we tolorated her cause Malcolm and I were raising her son so we could keep him from all her abuse.Why are people so cruel and mean? What happens to people that they want to hurt others to make themselves feel better? I know in my heart that Malcolm loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. I also know that I did NOT cause his death. It hurts so much for people to treat me the way they are. WHY????????????????? If our loved ones were watching over us then how could MY Malcolm allow this to happen? Allow people to treat me in such a cruel manner? I just want the vultures to leave me well enough alone. Everything seems so bad right no. It's not enough I lost MY Malcolm that I have to tolorate the meanness of people?