i just read your bereaved spouses letter it will 1 hears on march 1,2010 that i lost my best friend (my husband) we had so many good years together would have been 35 on july 2009 i still cry as you stated you had such a love realtionship so did i i cry when i am alone when i look at the picturers of him and our grandchildren 1 girl and a set of twin boyds. i can remember my grand daugher saying ok pop pop get the camera out because as soon as they came up to the house my husband would take the camera out and she would strike a pose. i also miss him so much i had seeked help with a therapist. i ended the session with the therapist because i thought the the grife support legancy would help me more. i agree with you it hurts so much people tell you it will get better but i am sorry maybe they did not have a relationship like i did or you did. i am still angry at god because of what happened to me i do not think i deserved this i am a good person
Hi! We share the same date Oct. 26th 2009. Life hasn't gotten any easier for me either. Pictures? I know what you mean. I can't look at Malcolm either. It is so hard but I do know there will be one day I can look at them and smile instead of cry but it isn't now. Hang in there.