My husband passed away 02/27/2010 and we had been married almost 45 years. We had also gotten married very early.He was my only love and it seems one-half of me is gone. It has really been hard to get through each day since. I have two daughters and sons-in laws and three granddaughters but I also am fairly new to this small town with no family here. I can't stand being without him and am crying constantly. Please someone give me some suggestions. My heart is so broken.