Just lossed my wife of 10 + years and together for over 19 years. She died on mar. 20th. She was diagnosed with cancer in oct. I am having a hard time coping with her death. It feels like part of my heart has been ripped out and i can't sleep at all and in it now tues. Since sat i probably slept 3 good peaceful hours. It is 4:25 am as i write this.