I have only just lost you the pain is hard to bear
Do I have to go through life knowing your not there
please some one explain to me why he had to go
are there any reasons I really need to know
I sit here and remember all the lovely times we shared
the talks the laughter of every one you cared
I am told the pain will ease in time
and I will think of him without a tear
but that will be impossible as I need to have him here
He was my very world to me my ever guiding star
Just kiss me softly on the cheek and tell me where you are
Today is Wednesday, the day my husband just left me quietly. I really liked the above poem because it described my emotions. I don't want to hurt so much but I do. I don't want to cry so much either but I do. I try to be strong for my children and I succeed but it is so hard. Anybody knows when can I think about him without crying. When will I stop looking for answers.