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Even though every day is tough on me, Wednesdays are especially hard. My husband passed away on Wednesday, August 5, 2009 at 12:47 pm. No matter how hard I try to keep busy it seems every Wednesday at 12:47 pm it all comes back to me, how I felt that day, the events, the hospital...some of it is a blur, but I do feel the pain. Sometimes I just want to be alone at that time, but other times it's good to have a shoulder to cry on. Sunsets are also very difficult for me because we always enjoyed the sunsets together. Many nights I go to the cemetary at sunset so we can be together at that time. I am praying for all of you, my friends that we can support each other and somehow, someday, sometime go on with our lives.
Hi,
Even though my husband passed away early Friday morning somehow the good Lord helps me to sleep (once I get to sleep) during the night every night so thank you, God I don't have a problem with sleeping. But that's not why I dread Friday. It's after I wake up during the day I know that Friday evening will be coming and I get that feeling deep in my soul that overcomes me and I feel the emotional pain coming that I have the entire weekend which is a long wait to Monday morning. It's only during the weekdays that certain errands can be taken of and I am able to go to appointments and my days can be broken up with a routine, but that doesn't stop fleeting thoughts of memories of Danny. But on the weekend thoughts of sad and good times come and go and knowing he won't be spending time with me for the rest of my life feels like a heavy burden and there are not many "safe" TV programs to distract me and on the weekdays I dread knowing Friday will be coming. So, I just take one day at a time while I'm waiting for God to call me. Everything I do are only temporary distractions until that day comes for me (IN HIS TIME). Sometimes I would rather be by myself but other times I call one of my husband's sisters just to talk when she's available. She's good for a few hours until my emotional pain subsides. But I can't tell her what I share here because she gets upset so I'm still so glad we all have this site to come to. Peace to you all.
Take care,
Suzanne
Suzanne said:Hi,
Even though my husband passed away early Friday morning somehow the good Lord helps me to sleep (once I get to sleep) during the night every night so thank you, God I don't have a problem with sleeping. But that's not why I dread Friday. It's after I wake up during the day I know that Friday evening will be coming and I get that feeling deep in my soul that overcomes me and I feel the emotional pain coming that I have the entire weekend which is a long wait to Monday morning. It's only during the weekdays that certain errands can be taken of and I am able to go to appointments and my days can be broken up with a routine, but that doesn't stop fleeting thoughts of memories of Danny. But on the weekend thoughts of sad and good times come and go and knowing he won't be spending time with me for the rest of my life feels like a heavy burden and there are not many "safe" TV programs to distract me and on the weekdays I dread knowing Friday will be coming. So, I just take one day at a time while I'm waiting for God to call me. Everything I do are only temporary distractions until that day comes for me (IN HIS TIME). Sometimes I would rather be by myself but other times I call one of my husband's sisters just to talk when she's available. She's good for a few hours until my emotional pain subsides. But I can't tell her what I share here because she gets upset so I'm still so glad we all have this site to come to. Peace to you all.
Take care,
Suzanne
We never lose the ones we love
For even though they're gone
Within the heart of those who care
Their memory lingers on.
Nothing could be more beautiful
Then the memories I have of you
To me you were someone special
God must have thought so too
All my life I will miss you
Though the years may come and go
But in my heart you will live forever
Because I love you so.
All the days are hard without my husband Tony.
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