Tracie, I am so sorry for your loss. It is almost 7 months since I lost my husband and I totally understand how you are feeling. I cannot bring myself to do many of the things we used to do, or go to the places we used to go. I hope that my children understand that there are some things that I am not ready for yet. I have my husband on my mind 24/7. Everything I touch, everything I see, everything I do, is a constant reminder. I go to visit him at the cemetery and I talk to him but I get angry with him for being there and for me having to leave. There is no easy answer for any of us. We all need to heal in our own way and in our own time. I don't think that any of us will feel healed any time soon. Together we can all work through this the best that we can. I would like to tell you to be strong but I know that I cannot do it and wouldn't expect that you can do it either. Tracie, do the best that you can for now and just know that one day you will be together again. May God Bless You.