When will this all stop. I can't function anymore. I can't deal with my kids and I can't make the simplest decisions. This weekend I went to our summer spot, a trailer park in "the bush". The owners have a little store and they asked me if I wanted the kids to have credit at the store this summer. I was stumped! The first thing that popped into my head was "I have to call Terry and ask what he thinks". I can't make a decision about ice cream for pete's sake. And all those people that came to Terry's funeral , dozens of them, they all said "call if you need ANYTHING". But no one really meant it. I guess it's just a thing to say.
Everyone went on with their lives and are going on about stupid things on facebook. Things so irrelevant and stupid, it makes me angry. To them, life goes on , but I am still in that hospital room waiting for my husband to come back!
Sorry about rambling on like this. It's just another bad day. Thanks for reading this. Hugs and warm wishes. Basia (feeling crazy today!!!)