I would give my right arm to have you back. You were my life and my future. Without you I am lost. I so wish everyone married and in love could some how feel, for just a little while, what it would be like to lose your soul mate. Sound cruel? To experience the agony and longing and the prospect of never seeing and holding that person again. Maybe then they would think twice before they throw a marriage away.
My daughter left her husand last summer. When he started seeing someone else she called me just sobbing. I love him she said, I want my husband back. She was lucky, he came back and I thought they were doing fine. I learned today, she didn't call and tell me, that she left him again. She found someone else. I am just devastated. I have been crying all afternoon. Didn't she learn the first time. Those poor grandchildren.
I would give my right arm for a second chance, and she threw it all away. I will never understand. I love my daughter dearly, but I could just shake her. I am in so much pain, I don't want to go on, I can't stand it anymore. I've said it before, I don't expect to be happy again, I just want to be ok. My husband has been gone only 5 months, yet it feels like yesterday, yet it feels like he has been gone forever. My days are long and lonely. Where are you? I need you to hold me and tell me it will be alright. You were my light and it is dark here now. God help us all get through this.