Thank you Kathy and to all. We all do care and share and thats what it is all about. Its been rough lately. On top of all of this is still the fact that I cannot deal with my life alone without my wife.But my family and I know my wife elbowed the angels away to personally take her great grandson into heaven with her. I am crying now and hate my "new life". My plate is overflowing with deaths and dying and I wonder how we can take such devistation without completely "losing" it. My entire being has disappeared and I have nothing left and no one to help share it with anymore.Thanks for sharing and caring for only we can totally understand. Thanks for your prayers also.Hugs to all. Hugs are good.