My name is Connie. I lost my husband May 10,2010. I took care of him 24/7 for the past 8 years. I always knew he was going to die but, I guess you are never prepared. I am so lost without him and my mornings seem to be the worst for crying. My days drag on and on. He was my rock and he didn't even know it. I don't know life outside of my home and I get myself to even try. I have all my family near but, they are all busy with their own lives.