The other day my life took a turn that at least for right now is making me feel like things will be OK. My husband and best friend passed away on Aug. 17. 2010, and I have like all of us on this site been having a problem accepting that I have this hole in my heart that just can't be filled. Well I did something so out of the ordinary for me that I kept it a secret from everyone.  I for what ever reason was drawn to the John Edward website and while looking around found that he was going to be in my town in two days, so I bought the ticket.

I had watched him on TV before and I have always believed that our loved ones are with us. I have always felt that children and a certain few adults can truly see those on the other side.  When I went hoping to hear from my husband (which unfortunately I did not) I did come away with an unusal peace. One that somehow let me know that he is with me because our love has us bonded to one another. John Edward said something that night that just made so much sense that while I am still very sad and I miss him terribly, has me feeling that I am not alone. He said they are OK, because of the love that we sent them to the other side with and that we are the ones that are not OK, because we are the ones left without knowing of the love that was sent by them when they had to leave us. 

While this may sound like bunk to some, I am now sure that my love is with me and holding me as tight as he can to support me thru this hardest time in my life and I know that one day I will be able to feel his embrace thru our power of love. While I will have hard times and I may not understand why my life had to change, I am now sure that he is with me always. May love and peace find you all.

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Kay, I am so glad that you have got some comfort and peace from seeing John Edward. I do believe that our loved ones know the pain we are in and I am hoping for that same peace and comfort to come to me also. I am trying to have a positive outlook on life and I know that God had his reasons for taking my husband at this time and I know that he will give me the strength to make it through the days ahead.
Again I am very happy for you.
Kay,
I am so glad that you found some peace. Most of all I am happy that you took that step and did something for yourself that you would not usually do. Good for you. They may be small steps but everyone counts.
Take care Yvonne
I've always wanted to see John Edwards. A few years ago I would watch him on TV. I see he's going to be the closest to me in Feb but the tickets are way to expensive for me to think of going...but who knows by then.

I'm glad you found some peace and thank you for sharing his message.
Kay, I'm happy for you. We use to watch john all the time and we both believed that you can give and recieve messages.I'm pretty sure they guide us in the right direction.I know mike is here, maybe not all the time but when I need or he needs to be. The pain will always be there, it just gets pushed into the shadows when we start to see a little light. They can not and never will be forgotten. They will always be in our hearts and we will never forget our memories. hugs to all
Virginia, You know I think I already knew that Joe is with me, but I needed some kind of validation. I would really still love to speak to him one more time, but wouldn't we all. Now I have a new project teaching myself to be open enough to contact him myself. Hugs to all.

Virginia said:
Kay, I'm happy for you. We use to watch john all the time and we both believed that you can give and recieve messages.I'm pretty sure they guide us in the right direction.I know mike is here, maybe not all the time but when I need or he needs to be. The pain will always be there, it just gets pushed into the shadows when we start to see a little light. They can not and never will be forgotten. They will always be in our hearts and we will never forget our memories. hugs to all
Kay,

I am going to see John Edward this Saturday. I cannot wait. I went to see him last year 7 months after Tom died. It really is a comforting feeling to know and be reassured that our loved ones are still with us.

I'm so glad you got the validation you needed. I believe our loved ones are always with us and if you stay very aware you can receive their message and their love.

Good for you for doing something just for you. It's the little baby steps such as this that will help you through.

Take care.
kay: good for you if that is what it takes to make you feel good and do whatever you have to do. i wish i could go to someone and have a reading one on one and have them tell me about how george is doing this is all that matters to me. just to know he is ok i know he is watching over me sometimes things happen which i know would not have happened if he was still here. kay beleive with all your heart you will find out sometimes little things will happen and you will know your loved one is with you as randolph would say hugs hugs are good
I know what you mean about a private reading. My problem is i find it very hard to trust people my Joe was sort of my barometer where that stuff is concerned. So how do you find a true medium.


kathy obiedzinski said:
kay: good for you if that is what it takes to make you feel good and do whatever you have to do. i wish i could go to someone and have a reading one on one and have them tell me about how george is doing this is all that matters to me. just to know he is ok i know he is watching over me sometimes things happen which i know would not have happened if he was still here. kay beleive with all your heart you will find out sometimes little things will happen and you will know your loved one is with you as randolph would say hugs hugs are good
Good Luck, I hope Tom is ready to talk to you. I am very excited for you, wish i could join you, I would do it again in a heartbeat.

Marlena said:
Kay,

I am going to see John Edward this Saturday. I cannot wait. I went to see him last year 7 months after Tom died. It really is a comforting feeling to know and be reassured that our loved ones are still with us.

I'm so glad you got the validation you needed. I believe our loved ones are always with us and if you stay very aware you can receive their message and their love.

Good for you for doing something just for you. It's the little baby steps such as this that will help you through.

Take care.
I'll keep you posted on how it goes!



Kay Arcuni said:
Good Luck, I hope Tom is ready to talk to you. I am very excited for you, wish i could join you, I would do it again in a heartbeat.

Marlena said:
Kay,

I am going to see John Edward this Saturday. I cannot wait. I went to see him last year 7 months after Tom died. It really is a comforting feeling to know and be reassured that our loved ones are still with us.

I'm so glad you got the validation you needed. I believe our loved ones are always with us and if you stay very aware you can receive their message and their love.

Good for you for doing something just for you. It's the little baby steps such as this that will help you through.

Take care.
Kay,

Well, I did it. Yesterday was John Edward, it was an awesome day. I took my two girls and my niece; we actually got a reading. It was funny because even before he got to us everything he was describing to other people were things that related to us. He was talking about having windows replaced that had the wood rotting off of them - I'm waiting for the guys to come and repair my windows because they are so bad the wood had rotted away from the glass. John talked about someone passing during their second surgery, that was my husband, and he mentioned the #12, my husband's birthdate. He radomly picked a lady in front of me to talk to and then he started saying he was getting "choo choo" and that worked in to "Thomas the train", well my husband, Thomas, was an engineer for CSX railroad. As the girls and I are waving our hands he says, "Is this significant to you"... Absolutely! He then asked if I had been married twice, no, but he says I will be getting remarried. I wasn't too thrilled with that idea, I have no interest in getting married again. John said that his symbol for a second marriage is two rings intertwined, my daughter said maybe it was the headstone we are working on instead. I explained to him that I am working on getting our headstone designed and I am having two wedding rings that are entwined, engraved on our headstone with our anniversary date. So, maybe that's what he's seeing. He said maybe, that could be it. John went on to ask about an emblem on the left side of something I wear and yes, I wear Tom's railroad fleece jacket with the CSX emblem on the left chest. He said, "You wear this all the time?", I sure do! Then he talked about the #21, I couldn't figure that out at first, but then remembered that's his mom's birthdate, and she was supposed to go with me, but decided not to at the last minute. He related Tom's surgery to the lady next to me who's husband had surgery, and then asked if Tom had a liver problem, he doesn't, I'm the one with liver issues. John went on to verify that it was very scary in the beginning, that I was told it was cancerous and very bad, and that there was something "big" about it. I explained that the first doctor I was sent to was a transplant surgeon, I was told it was probably cancer and that I would need surgery. John knew that I did not get surgery, and I confirmed that I refused the surgery. (Tom said that the only reason why the doctor wanted to do surgery was that he needed a new boat and my surgery could pay for that :). He then told me that Tom wanted me to know that he was there for me through the liver scare and that he is here with me now through this. Even after John left us and moved on to another family he was still relating things to us. He mentioned Taylor (Those people didn't have a Taylor) my niece is Taylor. He mentioned tattoos in honor of someone's death and my oldest daughter has tattoos in honor of her dad. He mentioned two tattoos that were alike, both my girls have matching tattoos. He talked about going to court for a malpractice case and that is something that is being looked into as well. I realize some of these things could relate to almost anyone, especially the tattoos, but everything was so spot on!

It was so comforting to get the reading. I did everything in my power to reign in the energy. We all wore bright colored shirts. I had heard bright colors draw in the energy. Each of us had a piece of Tom to hold.. we had his Chevelle keys, his truck keys, his glasses, and his ring, plus we each had pictures of Tom to hold and I brought the same notepad that I had for last years John Edward show and I took notes and wrote Bunzy (Tom's nickname) all over...just trying to get him to come to us...plus Saturday was the 19th month anniversary of Tom's death, so that had to mean something.

We were all so excited to get noticed. It was an awesome day...I can't wait to go next year!
Marlena, wow how wonderfull i'm so happy for you and your girls thats awsome. hey will we be seeing you on tv let us know i watch him anyway but he hasn't been on lately. and on the marrage thing never say never. hugs

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