well it's been 82 days since i cancer took away the love of my life .after 25 wonderful years is it even possible to move forward it still feels like my life should just stop until the nightmare ends.people keep telling me it will ge better i can't see how.
Diana, I wish I knew. It's been 11 days since cancer took my husband of 38yrs.( our anniv is the 8th). I keep looking on these sites to see if there is something I can do to make it not so awful. I guess we just need to talk about it, and realize that we are not alone. I talked to my neighbor today, she lost her husband 8 yrs ago. She told me it will get better, but she still has problems. Nights are the hardest for me. I could never fall asleep until he came to bed. Whenever he was in the hospital, I always stayed with him cause neither one of us could sleep without the other.
diana, i am so sorry for your loss. my husband also passed away from cancer. he was diagnoised in nov. 19th 2009 and passed away feb 26th 2010. it was so quick but i have to thank god he didnt really suffer. it does hurt so bad and we have no choice but to accept it. my husband was my best friend and always their for me to vent too, now i really have no one. i still have alot of issues to deal with all by myself, because life does go on, even though i wish it didnt.just know that you arent alone. this is a good site to come to when you really need someone to let it all out. we are all here for each other and we all know what the other is going through.my thoughts are with you at this time.