I Wish

I wish that I could meet each and everyone of you face to face over a cup of coffee. I wish that we could tell our stories and share the memories. I wish that I could hold your hand,hug and comfort you.I wish that I could help with chores. I wish I could tell you how much I care. I wish that I could tell you how we all share in our loss. I wish I could make it better. I wish I could comfort you and be comforted. I wish that I could say, " its okay" and that it will be okay. I wish that I could eat the meals that only LouAnn could make. I wish that I would die and be with her. I am dead anyway. I wish that I could make your days not empty and your nights not lonely. All of these things and many more, I wish. I wish that you all know that I am thinking of ALL of you and that I understand your "new life". Best of all, hugs to everyone. Hugs are good.

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Permalink Reply by kathy obiedzinski on August 12, 2010 at 6:35am

randolph: wishes go to you also like bolynn said you are the sweetest man i know you think of others but you know sometimes we have to think of ourselves. i also would love to meet some of the people on this website but i know it will never happen. again thanks randolph i wish you the same hugs

Permalink Reply by Connie on August 12, 2010 at 11:32pm

Randolph, What a great guy you must be! What a great life you and LouAnn must have had together. It would be great if we could all meet someday and have that cup of coffee and hugs. I don't know that it will every happen but it would be great. In the meantime, we will have to settle for our little chats on this site for comfort. Randolph, I agree with you that the day LouAnn died, you died also because I know that I died with Phil. I love him so very much and miss him so very much. I would give anything to touch his hand again. I do not have a 'new life' just a very sad ending to an old life. We will exist until our day comes and hope that we don't need to suffer for a long time. Thanks so much for the Hugs. The hugs are definately comforting.

Permalink Reply by Randolph L. Schrader on August 12, 2010 at 11:46pm

Thank you Connie, I always mention our "new life" for lack of a better way to say it. But you are right. Its not a new life. Its a very sad ending to an old life. A life that has ended. Hugs to you. Hugs are good.