My husband died on 9/28/2010 of a massive heart attack. He was 39 years old. We had no idea that he had any heart problems. He left behind three sons, myself, his parents, a brother, a sister, and lots of nieces and nephews. He did so much for everyone and we miss him so much. I don't know what i am going to do without him. Jason was the other half of me, i feel so empty without him. I know i have to continue each day for our kids. We have two sons that are 17 (not twins) that will be graduating in May and we have an 8 year old. People say to me everyday you are the strongest person i know. If they only knew that it is a front and how bad i really hurt all the time.