To all of you who are new to our site....Welcome, none of us wanted to be here, but we are all in this life together and anytime you feel the need to, just let it out! Its been 15 months for me and I'm better but not good yet, I may never be again but I do know that I've got many friends here and we are the only ones who understand as we are going through it. To those of you who have just recently lost your love, I truly am sorry, I do remember that time and every so often I still do have meltdowns and cry my eyes out, let the tears come, they are gifts from God and even though it doesn't feel like it now,they are healing. You will see many of us giving "hugs" here, hugs are good, and hugs are real as Randy tells us. He is the one who started the hugs and they do help.
I know you feel alone as I do, lonely is the worst feeling to have, many times I have a "pity party" for myself and we deserve to do anything we want, whatever helps you get through the days and nights on this journey you can do. There are no rules. Just wanted you all to know that I feel your pain and come here anytime to vent or get your thoughts out. I am here for all of you just as I know you are here for me. Hugs to you! Hugs are real! Hugs are good.