I want to thank all of you for your messages and comments.
After a week of heavy rains, I awoke yesterday to a beautiful.day. As most of you knew My husbands cremains burial was scheduled at 10:00 at Fort Indiantown Gap Military Cemetary.
I felt that he sat on my mantel long enough.
I went into this with a peace that it was time. I know that I will be with him there at some point.
Even though I plan on relocating out of Pa. at some point I felt it was the right thing to do.
My stepdaughters, who live in other states could not attend. The youngest is undergoing chemo for metastised breast cancer. It feels like we just go from one thing to another. Please say a prayer for her. She is only 43 with two young boys.
My funeral director, who is a fellow therapy dog handler strongly recommended that Beau my therapy rescue dog be there also. I thaught he was crazy, but I was surprised to see other dogs there with their owners.
Anyway, he made it a little easier for me.
I truly feel at peace now and know the Bob is watcing over me in my future endeavors.
Thank you all
I want to say how sorry I am. I went to seek council with a local paster. I was falling apart and I said to him I did not want my husband to see me like that. He told me that my late husband Bob could not see me. This really broke my heart. I want him to see I can survive I can get up I can take care of things. What do you think? I feel him watching over me
gail, i am so glad you had a beautiful day. that was your husband smiling down on you. that is how i felt the day i buried my husbands ashes on july 28th 2010. we went to the cemetary at about 10:30 am and it was a little cloudy.i just prayed it wouldnt rain because it had rained all week long. the pastor was running almost an hour late. once he arrived we said a few prayers and probably were their another 30 minutes. anyhow we were able to make it through without rain. however a couple of hours later we had a downpour. so i like to think that my husband had the whole situation under control.i am glad to hear that you brought beau with you. i bet bob would have liked that. i will say a prayer for your step daughter.