Hi Veronica. I am so sorry about reading this. What happened, if you don't mind. You are among fellow grievers who most definitely care about you. I lost my wife suddenly last month, and it is so hard. We are here for you anytime, and please feel free to vent. Charley
Veronica, sorry you've had to join us. I lost my fiancé on April 28th. The tuff part right now is watching dates pass that we had plans on. Attending my daughter's graduation alone when she had requested the day off. The wedding dress alterations appt come and go. Etc. I feel cheated cause I didn't get my wedding day and I have so much regret about not just running to the courthouse as she was so willing to do to be wife "right now" as she put it. I know wear my wedding ring and hers is on a necklace around my neck at all times.
I don't know if my struggles match yours but I'm always happy to discuss them if you like. We are probably going through the same things.