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Bereaved Spouses

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Comment by Julie Cleveland on May 20, 2010 at 11:57am
I am having such a bad day I miss my husband so much. I lost him suddenly two months ago and have been in a fog every since. I know this will take time but the pain is such that I feel that my heart is so broken in so many pieces it will never heal.
Comment by Virginia on May 20, 2010 at 9:42am
Please read Hello by Basia OMG
Comment by Virginia on May 20, 2010 at 8:40am
O M G, LOL I was reading the post from yesterday while I was doing a breathing treatment,and was laughting so hard at kathleen,tom and yaca, I don't know how much of it i got to breath in.What a nice way to start the day ty lol. PEG I hope everything will go well for you today, Tom maybe you can look into a library that does childrens story times or a day care,or even a theater group,It would be sad to just throw them away or maybe you have a auction place nearby that you can have them auctioned off you can't believe the things people collect then you could move up from Dennys lol I so don't like that place lol,your dinner sounded good but I had the best chicken pot pie yumo, oh bye the way tom cooking steak in butter? not good canoila oil is best hope everyone has a good day thanks so much for the humor sometime we need a little bit of it. Virginia
Comment by Peg Otley on May 20, 2010 at 3:25am
Today I go for my second opinion about a liver transplant. Harry said he would be here to get me through this if it ever came to this. If I make it through it, I will have to believe he was there all along because he would never lie to me about something so important. Maybe I'll get to see him while I'm asleep. MAYBE the doctor will tell me I don't need one yet!!!!!
Comment by Tom on May 20, 2010 at 2:08am
Whell I'll be darned !
It looks like I'm writting a book after all !
Comment by Tom on May 20, 2010 at 2:05am
Just so no one here gets the wrong idea about me. I miss my Loni very much, and I'm very lonely without her. I can ignore the lonelyness for so long. But it's not health for me to either keep ignoring it, or to keep being so sad all the time. I try my best to balance these feelings. I have to let the feelings come when they do. 5 and a half months now and I can't believe that she is gone. I spend my days with my 11 cats, watching T.V. until I can't take it anymore, and then come to the computer for a while.
There are a few sites that I go to escape from the reality of my life. On one of these sites there is a lady from New Jersey that has been a big help to me since Loni passed away. Now her son committed suicide with no warning at all. I'm doing what I can to help her during this terrible time for her and her family. There's not really one can do in this kind of circumstance except let them know that your there anytime to talk with. Sometimes it's eaiser to talk with a friend than it is with a spouce about things that are just so touchy. She has emailed me at my home email address once, and gave me some of the details that she has been told so far. It's going to be a long road she has to travel on and will never get to the truth of why. I know this because my younger brother committed suicide also. It's a very selfish thing to do no matter how bad one feels, and the excuses one leaves behind. Her son said don't worry I'm at peace with myself. No real thought about the peace his mother will never have again.
Clinical depression is what it's called. To me it's just a wording for I'm going to do what I want, and the hell with the rest of you. I know about depression as you here all know too. If I ever got to that point I'd have myself locked up.
My thoughts for tonight.
Tom
Comment by Connie on May 19, 2010 at 9:31pm
Charlotte, Thanks so much for your note and condolences. I do have three daughters, two of whom live not far from me and the youngest is going to be a Senior at a University in PA in the fall. She spends many weekends at home and they call me several times every day. I also have a very close friend with who I have been friends for over 30 years. Her husband passed 11 years ago from lung cancer. Her husband and my husband were like brothers. In fact, her husband's last wish was that they give his heart to my husband because he was in the process of being listed for transplant. This week has been especially bad for me because it was the 10th anniversary of his transplant which we always considered his "second birthday." Everyone is great but it doesn't replace my sweetheart. We were married a long time and had a really good marriage. We enjoyed being together even if it was just staying home and watching tv. I am not feeling "bogged down" with grief but I am hurting so very much. I wait for the day that I can be with him again. Everyone needs to grieve in their own particular way and what is best for them. I am trying to be upbeat around the children because I know they are hurting in their own way. I don't want them to be worried about me. I understand the empty feeling inside. It is like someone just tore your heart right from your chest. I hope that things will get better for all of us but I know that I could never be truly happy without him. I have never lived alone and this really stinks. May God Bless you and thanks again for the note.
Comment by Martha Bellezza on May 19, 2010 at 6:12pm
I lost my husband unexpectedly on April 30th of this year And I need people to help me understand this. I am just so lost.
Comment by kathleen caylor on May 19, 2010 at 3:01pm
Tom,You're looking better all the time!!Not bad for an old guy with no b-tt
Comment by kathleen caylor on May 19, 2010 at 2:34pm
Yaca,You'll be so glad that you honored Byron that way.Who cares if people squirm.You get tired of people skirting the issue.Hit it head on and take charge! atta girl!
 

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