Brian. First my condolences to you. I know this is a miserable time. I lost my love 2.5 years ago, killed by some idiot on Rt. 80. Last December, I lost my younger brother at only age 40 also. I will tell you that these first few months in particular will be the toughest. You may find that people you thought were your close friends do not stay in touch at all. I think mostly because they are afraid, and most cant relate to the magnitude of what has happened to you. In time, and trust me it takes lots of time, it becomes manageable and you can feel OK if a smile slips out. But do it on your terms, not what others think you should be feeling. Anyway I am from the Morris county area, so if you want to talk sometime let me know. Rich
I just wanted to say I hope you are managing. It is very hard, but know that you can slowly make it through.
Brian Brown said:
Hello rich.. I'm right in morris plains... Just a you said.. No one knows the magnitude of what I an going through.. And I will never understand why this has happened to him and us... Especially when there is assholes out there that deserve things like this... We never bothered anyone... Only helped people when we could
Its been a while since ive visited this site.How are you doing? I hope and pray much better!