He took his own life. I'm not sure what's real after spending the past four days in the ICU.
My best and only friend is gone, and I couldn't stop it, and I am so alone.
Bruce, as with everyone here, I am incredibly sorry for your loss. My husband took his own life on June 7th, so it's still very fresh for me. You've made a big step by joining this group and I hope you will feel free share what you are going through. If you need to talk, please feel free to reach out to me.