Yonnee: I am so sorry for your lost, I lost my youngest child last november in a auto accident he was 17,
mine hasn't been a long as your, but I still feel the grief as if it was yesterday, my husband daughter is having a baby and is living with us we all thought it was a boy and I have poured my strength into that child, we found out on the 11th months of my sons death its going to be a girl, I went to our grief councelor today and even before I spoke he asked what happened he said in my face he could tell something was wrong, he keeps on telling me I have to find a new normal and be happy again, what is happeness without your child, there are alot of people on here who have seemed to find a way to go on and still grieve for their child I sure hope you find them, they have helped me alot, but today Im just not there
My Steven was murdered.It has been awhile for me.I know and understand.My sons killer never even had charges put on him.My name is Gaynell.I am on this site because I have lost both of my sons and my parents.I know your pain.It was strange to see July 5th that was when my youngest Jason was having brain surgery from a kick he recieved from a guy that lived down the street.It seems like that is when it started.I try my best to get through day.I do have alot of anger.Both of my sons were 19 when they passed.Our system is so bad.God Help Us.I would like to maybe visit more but sometime it guts me to see pain I have.I tell people who really try to understand I would not wish this pain on my worst enemy.Let Go And Let God.Somehow I have made it.My heart goes out to you and everyone on this site.
Steven & Jasons mom
~~4ever with me~~~
~~4ever with me~~~
I am truly so sorry to hear of how you lost your son. I lost my 19 yr old son on June 19th, 2013 to a stabbing and because of circumstances, no trial. The local small town police are going with a gang banger's make my day law defense so we can't do anything about it. It is still all so fresh and we have only just entered into the grieving phase so we shed lots of tears. It was Chris's birthday on Oct. 14th. Very tough but we made it through. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am not sure how this all works but I do know that today I will take the next step. God is with us and He understands fully and completely about losing a child. By the way, my son was never in a gang or friends with anyone in one. He and his friend were helping someone get their things out of a place-doing a good deed.