I just lost my fiancee last Thursday, August 12th.I loved him so very much but he had a addiction that was stronger than me and it took his life at 50. I will miss him everyday and hurts me so that I never got to be his wife. I really don't know how I am going to go one without him but they say time will heal all wounds. I pray to God that will be the case for me. I have thought of suicide but just can't bring myself to do it. I can't believe he is gone and I am reading his obit over and over again for it to sink in. I hope he is looking down on me know knowing how must he meant to me and how much I loved him.

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I definitely feel your pain, Tina. We lost our fiances in so much the same situation. It has been 2 years on October 8, but still I can't seem to heal my wounds. A huge piece of my heart was taken from me when he passed. He was only 33 years old. He did leave me 2 beautiful children...a 4 yr old daughter named Gianna and a 2 yr old son named Dylan. He just could not overcome the love of his addiction. Please don't think of suicide. I have thought that, too, but then I could not leave my kids without a mother also. My prayers are going out to you. I think he knows how much you loved him.

 

                                                                                                               With Sympathy,

                                                                                                                      Daisy

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