Hi Everyone,

My name is Eileen . I have dealt w\ death before . This  recent one I had was my dad and  now my older brother who closer to me in age . My  father just recently passed away from stage IV lung cancer on September 14 , 2012 . My older brother who is closer to me in age is dying from leukemia. He was diagnosed w\ leukemia in April 2012 while  my dad  was still alive  fighting his stage IV lung cancer . My father 's cancer gotten worse over time and he was having a difficult time w\ his second round of  chemo after my college graduation in  May 2012 . He went under radiation treatment and third round of chemo last summer . Then he caught pneumonia during Labor Day weekend when his nurse came over to the house to examine him . His  nurse told him that he needed to go to the hospital . He  had a hard time swallowing his  food and he had  a  feeding tube put into him so that he  can eat . When I started my new job back in September , my father was put into hospice and he died one week later the morning of September 14, 2012 at 10:55 AM .    My older brother who is closer to me  in age is now  fighting leukemia and  now he needs have his spleen remove and he will need a  bone marrow transplant . If he doesn't get them done  he will die w\in six months . How do I deal w\ the loss of my father and  if my brother dies  how to deal w\ his  passing  when I 'm still dealing w\ my parents passing being so close to each other?