God, I miss him. We had made a pact that when I turned 50 we would get in his RV and just GO! He died the day I turned 50. Nobody has ever given me such unconditional undying love. I just don't know how to go on without him. He left me June 23, 2010. I so want him to come back to me. How do I face tomorrow knowing I will never be in his arms or hear his voice again?
God, how I want to die!