Hello. We loss my grandson stillborn 2 weeks ago. I did hold him, kiss him and told him good bye. The grief is overwhelming for me. I have the pain of not being able to heal this hurt for my son and daughter in law and the deepest pain for my loss.
My grandson was over 7 months old. The umbelical cord was severly twisted.
I can not get over this pain. I am unable to sleep and can not seem to let go of the pain.
I am blessed in that I have the most amazing 3 year old granddaughter. She is such sunshine and laughter to anyone that meets her. She does not understand why she will never get to tickle her brother. And there is no for her. She will always know she had a brother, but her memories will be of what would have been. That is how it should be.