I lost my mom in December 2008. Time has not made it easier for me. My head and my heart screams out for my mother. If only I could spend one more day with her. I long to hear her voice, see her smile, kiss her cheek, have her kiss mine, say I love you mom. She was my best friend. We did everything together. Now nothing seems right. I just miss her so much. My birthday is next week. My first without her to celebrate with me. It will be my 40th. I just miss her, miss her, miss her. I love her with all my heart. I wish she were here with us.