Dear Ms. Marie, I am very sorry to hear about your Father. Yes, he is at peace now with no more pain and suffering. and no, you are not being selfish at all. Just know this, you have a guardian angel watching over you now. (I am very sorry if I have offended you in anyway).
The people we love, never leave us. They will always be in our hearts forever. I will pray for you and your family. Take care and may God give you strength in this difficult time you are facing.