My wonderful mother died on 10/13/09 ! I feel the same even though she was 90, she was my everything we lived together and I am very angry and I dont know why , I cant believe that I wont hold her and kiss her again. Im trying to deal but I cant seem to get a hold of myself without her everything seems dim. Will I ever be happy again I dont see how !!!
I lost my Mom when I was a teenager. I often wonder what kinds of time as two adult women we would be together. That is always what sticks with me. I lost a small hole in my heart when she passed.I'm pushing 50 and will always mourn her.Make your choice as soon as you can. Accept or not in negative ways, that is how I see it.
GOD BLESS!!!us one and all living in this desperation and pain . My dad died 26yrs. ago and it hurts everyday and now without my mom I feel like an orphan even though im old myself ! Im scared of everything and everybody! How do we go on and honor their memories , when the pain wont stop?
Stacey said:I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot say within time the pain will get easier... It just whats get me through each and every day.... I miss my mother like crazy. and would give my right arm to see her again. I know this may not be any comfort right now. but let me tell you what my pastor's wife shared with me. I too was very sad becuase my mom was not going to be there on my wedding day. Light a blue candle at the beginning of the ceremony and she will be there spiritually. As far as dreaming of her. please please pray to the Good Lord and let him know that a dream would be comforting to you. I will pray for you.Claire said:It will be two months on September 11, 2009 since my mom passed away. That was the worst day of my entire life. I took her to the hospital the day before and all they could find was an UTI. When I took her back home she fell asleep from the medicine that they had given her from the hospital. The next day I went to her house to check on her but it was too late. There were no warnings and I still don't know what happened. I am feeling so many emotions each day that I don't know how to deal with them. My mom was my best friend and I loved her so much. We had so many jokes and things that only belonged to us and I miss all of that terribly. I feel so angry that I wasn't there with her - I feel guilty that I should have done something more. I am having a hard time accepting this. I always have heard about loved ones giving signs after they pass away to let us know that they are still with us. I want to experience something so badly, I have not had any dreams of her either and I want to as well. My heart is broken and I know it takes time but I don't want to experience this life without her. I am only 24 years old and she was supposed to be with me at my wedding and the day that I have kids. I feel as though my world has been torn apart. I just want to wake up from this nightmare and see her smiling face again.