I loss my father on 01Febuary2009. It will be a year in sixteen more days. My father was a sick man and I spent all my free time taking care of him for the pass six years. I took him to the doctors about two weeks before he died and the doctor said everything look great and he was doing good. Two weeks later my mom and I found him passed away in bed. I was a daddy's girl, he was my best friend, he gave the best advice (which I went to him for all the time ), my protector and around the end he became my life. It hurts more today then it did when he died. It feels like I have a empty whole inside me that I cant seem to fill no matter what I try. When will the hurting, loss and emptiness go away? Can anyone help????