My prayers are with you in your losing your Dad. I lost my Mom December 18, 2009 to pancreatic cancer which had spread to the liver. The last two weeks of her life is when we found out about the cancer. I still hurt and not only for the loss of my Mom, but also the stress with the insurance company and the hospice facility. She was only 74 years old which to me is young...but who am I to question the will of God. All I know right now is that I will have to learn how to cope with not having Mom with us anymore...at least not in the physical, but her spirit will always be with us. So too, your Dad is with you in spirit.