I'm sorry your Mother passed,my Mom passed Oct 1 09 and I'm still heart broken. It take's time to learn to live without of Mother's. I'm not going to lie and tell you a bunch of untrue facts like some friends of mine. Everytime you think about her, she's in your heart! No one knows how bad we feel until it happens to them. I'll help you! I'm still standing, and our Mom's wouldn't want us to stop living. I have a 24 yr old Son & a wounderful Husband. Hang in there, I check this awesome sight 2 times a day, get some rest it does help in our healing. Take care Friend, we are here for each other.