I lost my Mom last year on November 3, 2009. We were close as any Mom and Son could be, and I miss her more then words can say! On the anniversay of her passing I invited my Dad, my Sister, and my Brother to my home and we prepared a few of Momma's favorite food dishes, and opended a bottle of champaign (It was her favorite) and we celebrated her life! then I went around the table and had everyone share a special memory of Momma. Although it was very special it was very emotional! IM crying more then ever now! I know that my Momma would want me not to let this grief consume my life and, to move on with my life but, I thought with time it would get easier? but, it seems IM more sad then ever! can anyone relate with me? or IM I going crazy??