I lost my Mother May 08,2010, I try to stay at a peacefull place knowing she and daddy are together. My brother and I have cleaned out her home and rented it. Everything has gone so fast since she passed. I really don't know where I am getting the strength, before she passed she said she was going Home. I asked how will I know your in Heaven? she replied, I will have my hands on your shoulders for the rest of your life, from Heaven. At 82 her mind was that of a 28yr old, and I find comfort that she was able to tell us what she wanted. I also find that is the hardest part.
I find myself lonely even if I'm not alone!
Set apart from everyone else, I feel as though she is with me, and at times I can smell her.
My mother lost her parents when she was 23 & 25, she lived 60 yrs without them. How did she cope? I know God always got her through, and I know he is with me.
I still feel the emptyness and not being able to get my life back on track, as she would want.
I were a smile everyday for her,because she loved me!