I lost my mom june 23 2010- i never thought i would lose her- she was my everything- my best friend- my shopping partner- we did everything together-I was the youngest of 6 children- I have 5 older brothers and i was the only girl- so i was the " baby" her baby- I am in my thirties - married and have kids- but i am still lonely- i cannot move on- if we werent together- we were on the phone- my life seems to suck- I cry at everything- i go into a store and have to leave because i see the moms and daughters together and it is too painful- i just would love her back- to see her - hold her smell her- She always said my kids were here kids too- i need her to help me with them- they need their grandma! I am in so much pain -i dont know what to do-